Last night was awful... I had body image-related nightmares all night. Today am having lots of hip and joint pain. I can't win, I hate the society in which I live. I feel like no one understands what I am going through, none of my friends understand. I cannot continue like this. I am very very upset today. I don't know why I am posting this as a thread, maybe to get some good coping mechanisms? I don't want to eat today, my breakfast was like cardboard in my mouth, I only ate it because I know I am supposed to. I feel like my counselor and nutritionist are fuckin delusional. You can't love your body in this world. The media and other people will not let you. I will never love myself, I will never be free. Someone please help
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