i went almost 4 days without purging and binging, but last night i got all stressed as i found out a lad id been seeing has a fiance and a baby i found myself ordering a takeaway and eating untill i was sick, chips and cheese, chicken nuggets and loads of pizza i found myself purging all night im so upset with myself and thought i wa son the up, do u think im weak for letting a lad do this to me? i feel so lousy my mates dont help either one just accused me of breaking up a family i didnt kno this until yday if i had of known i wudnt of done it. :S
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