ok so im not sure where im going to go with this but here it is im 22 overweight i have pcos probably an ed im not sure i wanna call it that yet and i had idiopathic pancreatitis in october ugh im just sick of being sick its not fair and im just feeling really low right now every night before bed i pray to wake up and just feel ok not good not great just ok to wake up and not have everything hurting and feeling like im going to puke just one day is all i ask and have asked for since i was 11 yet im sitting here waiting wishing hoping praying ugh i just idk i needed to vent im sick of b/p im sick of everything right now iv been married to the most wonderful man for 6 months and he deserves a happy wife and goodness i wish i could be that for him but im not and quite fankly im not sure i ever will be and he ignores my b/p acts like i dont do it everyone does its the unspoken secret in my family yet most of them do it too ugh i feel like im going to lose my mind
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