I went to church yesterday, and now I feel like a real sinner. The sermon was "Hell fire and damnation" and needing to be closer to Jesus, and the pastor asked me afterwards if I got it and feel better now. Ya, I got it!!! I feel like even worse about myself now. Then to make matters worse we had a board meeting after (I am secretary) and they served lunch before we got started. He actually dished me up a plate. I was embarrassed and even though he didn't say anything about it, I felt like everyone knew what was going on. Am being overly sensitive? Sometimes I can't trust how I'm feeling to be reality. On the plus side he did dish me up an acceptable portion and I did it eat it and kept it down. That is 2 meals in 2 days. Scary, but my rational mind does know it is doing better.
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