idk a lot of things went on in the past day or so... my pastor keeps on saying that im doing everything for attention and that is really bugging the hell out of me! I would never in a million years intentionally hurt myself for someone else's attention! I know how to attain positive attention! Right now, I really don't want help with the whole ED mess! I mean, the part of me that cares, yeah I want help, but there is a huge part of me that really couldn't care less! No one seems to understand and everyone keeps on saying how much they care and how sorry they are at how much I've been through. I don't want that! I DO NOT want you to say you're sorry for what I've been through and I DO NOT want you to say that I do the things I do for attention! When people say that to me, it says to me that you are saying that nothing that has happened to me really happened! I don't really know what to do at this point.
Posts You May Be Interested In