I'm just so very caught up in this madness right now. The scales have become my best friend again. I threw them away a long time ago but have gotten more. Does anyone else do this too. I know that no matter how thin I get, I will never be happy with me, but I'm just so caught up in it. I have been in the ana cycle for more than a year now and just can't break it. Every other time, I have had to go in the hospital or something, but I'm just so done with all of that. I have spent way too much time in them. Work is extremely hard cause I just can't think. I'm in a panic. Any thoughts on breaking the cycle of ana and mia without intervention. I'm desperate
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