Since 6th grade I have been bulimic off and on. This summer I am trying anorexia. My boyfriend tells me I look great and I'm not too fat. But I'm not skinny. My boyfriend is an amazing basketball player but he has jerk friends who run their mouth to him and he doesn't do anything about it which is also irritating. I want to go back to school totally changed. I want people to not be able to recognize me. My boyfriend says if I do this I could really hurt myself but if I don't I'll be depressed so either way I'm screwed but I'll be able to feel so amazing about myself you have no idea. My mom is kinda realizing that I'm not eating. And sometimes it's hard not to eat especially if you're in the family I have. I really need to look great by August 18th. That's when school starts. I really need some ideas to do when i'm hungry besides eating... Any ideas??
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