Hi, I'm 27 and have been struggling with Bulimia for over 10 years. I was always in denial though, b/c I don't binge. I usually just purge if I eat a little too much or have something fattening. Tonight, I kind of binged. I ate doritos and then a few bites of ice cream and purged. I have a 10 month old son, so i feel terrible. I am also 20lbs over weight. I just feel so out of control. I am obsessed with losing weight. I have lost 35lbs since I had my son, and I need to lose 20 more. My husband knows and gets mad at me for it. No one else knows. They just know I am obsessed with losing weight. My mom has terminal cancer, so I would never tell her. I take care of her, which is draining. Sorry for rambling. I just feel lost.
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