Im bulimic. It has gotten pretty bad. I just got an ED specialist and today was my 3rd time seeing her. She is very worried because Im am throwing up on average 12-13 times a week. She is about to send me to an outpatiant therapy ..or even impatiant so that they can force me to eat and force me to sit there so I cant throw up. Im scared...Im NOT going....she has me write what i eat and when i throw up. Next time i see her if it looks the same as this week she will make me go...do I lie? Do i write down that Im not throwing up so i dont have to go?
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