i just was on youtube and they had a song i like bout the troubles of anerexia and bulimia. and it showed pics of ppl who were like nothing but skin on bones like they were walking corspes and all i could think was i am so julious of them coz i can't seem to lose any weight right now even with purging after i eat anything. i know i should have turned it off but i couldn't coz i was just envuos of those girls and how skinny they were. has this ever happened to anyone else? and how did u deal with it coz i went and pucked even though i haven't eaten anything sence the last time i purged. and i keep trying to purge coz of the juliosness i feel.
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