she weighed me last night and saw that i was droping again...she is upset now, hasn't mentioned treatment again but i'm sure she will soon...the thing is, I am NOT sick...I can admit purging and severe restricting isn't normal but i have no real health problems (some wacky blood work, hair loss, tired, dizzy, head aches) I am not underweight, my heart is normal...I feel like if i go now i'll be surrounded by all these super skinny, really sick girls....i DON'T need real treatment yet :/ it seems like it would be a waste of money and time
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