Eating Disorders Support Group

Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.

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sick of ed, sick to my stomach because i ate 2 reeses cups and a mini hershey's bar :'( sick of school, sick of being a failure...sick of the way my dad treats my mom...sick of my friends who just don't understand...i just want to leave everything behind and not have to think about any of it
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I think you should write down all the things that are p***ing you off right now because it sounds to me like most of them are pressures from outside your control WHY are you carrying them around?
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they're not...i can't make the bills get paid but if i was a better daughter they'd be less stress, which might lead to less fighting...I'm failing school because of ed and because i'm too freaking lazy and if i hadn't taken pills or restricted so much maybe i wouldn't feel so sick
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Even if you were better that won't change the stress... it will just take the focus off you and they will find something else to stress about. Having a disorder like this isn't planned, it just grabs you but you have to fight with everything you got and get well with a therapists help and a nutritionist as well as a support group like OA and using this site is a great tool too... Keep journaling all your feelings, even though journals can't talk back it does help to get them out!
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"bump" Rowyn needs your advice xxx
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thanks fane
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I also thought that trying to be the best would make everything better in my family.I am starting to see now though that no matter how hard I tried to be that perfect daughter there was always something that was not making everyone happy.
Please hang in there.Leaving is not going to help you to get through this.I know its hard.If you ever need to talk I'm here.HUGS!
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Sorry you are having one of those days. But all those problems have nothing to do with you not being good enough. You are the one who needs help not the one who needs to fix things for others. If you really want to get away from it all and get healthy I wish you would go into a treatment facility. You would get the help you deserve instead of being around your dysfunctional parents. And then you might be able to lead a happy life.
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yea, they're not the only ones in my family... if i go, i'm pushing for RR or at least IP at some other place
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One of the benefits of IP is that you can distance yourself from your situation and re-focus, learn new coping skills and practice them on strangers. You hang in there and remember that people will always play on your guilt feelings as it makes them feel better. xxx secret is to NOT LET THEM!
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