I have my work christmas night out on 22nd of december and everyone is expecting me to be there. The only problem is that it is a three course meal as well as drinks, i could deal with drinks but the meal is going to kill me. Although a lot of the people around me are aware of my ed no one in my work is. I dont want to draw attention to the fact but sitting eating the meal i will either eat barely anything or try hard to keep up but be so anxious to get away to dispose of food. I deeply wish i could just go and be normal and just enjoy myself without any consideration of food but unfotunately i am really dreading it at the moment and am frantically trying to find an excuse so i cant go.
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