Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
Why?
Do you ever ask yourself that?
I do i ask myself that all the time.
Why am i letting bulimia take over?
Why cant it leave me alone for one day or 1 hour?
Why did it choose me?
I wish i knew the answers to them questions dont you? i think il be asking them for ever.
Right now im sitting here, asking myself why am i starving?
Do you ever feel like there are 2 people fighting in your head? 2 people you have no control of? 2 people who dont know wrong from right? 2 people that take it in turns to win making you binge one day and starve the next?
Im stuck in a cycle of starving and binging, is there a middle?
Am i the only one feeling this way?
Do you ever ask yourself that?
I do i ask myself that all the time.
Why am i letting bulimia take over?
Why cant it leave me alone for one day or 1 hour?
Why did it choose me?
I wish i knew the answers to them questions dont you? i think il be asking them for ever.
Right now im sitting here, asking myself why am i starving?
Do you ever feel like there are 2 people fighting in your head? 2 people you have no control of? 2 people who dont know wrong from right? 2 people that take it in turns to win making you binge one day and starve the next?
Im stuck in a cycle of starving and binging, is there a middle?
Am i the only one feeling this way?
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
it's physical, psychological and all in all...it's a cycle that takes a lot of time and work to get out of.
I feel like i'm ten people!! not just two. I have a rational head telling me what I need to do to be healthy, a restrictor who tells me I don't deserve to eat, a rebel binger who wants everything and will leave no crumb behind, a purger who says I deserve to hurt myself physically and emotionally. and all of the other conflicting emotions that run rampant...
i'm still trying to figure out if I want to kick them all out of me or give them all prozac so they can get along with each other and leave me alone!