the last week or so for me has been hell pretty much, i have been running the beam saw at work, and well for those of u that dont know wot it is its just a big horrizontal saw with 3 air tables at the front and rollers at the back to support the boards, it can cut 4 sheets at a time and it runs off a computer and a program with all these different gadgets to look at and keep track of. Ok so i was cutting system 32 that is just straight forward i can right a program for that and run that ok. but i had to start cutting carcase ( i work in a cabinet making place) but that has a whole lot of paper work with it and endless numbers, they have a cut pattern on the back, it shows me in picture form how it is going to cut the pieces out of the sheets... but they all have different numbers becos they are all different parts... ok but they have to be stacked on the right pallets and there was alot of parts, plus i have to worry about cutting the right amount of sheets and knowing when to re cut the piece i have to make sure i have the right labels on the part... haha i was about ready to die when they told me to cut carcase, so i went to my boss and asked him if dannii could help me on the saw to deal with the paper work and the stacking, and i just got told i have to learn to work without her help, thank god the label machine didnt work, but i had another chat to my boss and he told bob, the guy that asked me to cut the carcase wot was wrong with me, so that makes it easier, buttt im sorry for going on but u might as well get the whole story, ok so back to bob he has organise to get like color markers to mark wot pieces go where that will make it soo much easier, but they still dont really get how hard that it is and they wont help me anymore becos i havent got this problem written down on paper somewhere so u know thats it. but even trying to talk to the apprentice that works with me i keep saying things backwards and in the wrong order and numbers, well dont get me started on those they are always wrong, but at work i just look like im slow but im actually working really hard and getting sooo frustrated at the same time becos its there infront of me but its soo freakin hard.... i just dont know wot to do about work, i have asked my frend dannii for advise but she just doesnt know wot to say and this is all really getting to me, y everything i do, even just talking to people face to face is always completely stuffed, its so embarassing and how i cant spell things or i get something backwards, like the other day i wated a movie and it had an abreviation of a near death experience and im like " oh a ned" to dannii and fuck man she just lost it laughing and i was sooo embarassed and this is wot happens daely :( i dunno wot to do anymore its all just getting to me. help someone? please?
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