Hi im new here. The reason I join this group was because I do want to give up. And I saw Dont Give up and I want to try not too. Here is my story in July 2009 I found out I had hpv. The following month I met this wonderful guy. I didnt have the guts to tell him about the hpv. I thought if we became sexual and we use protection it will be fine. In April 2010 the condom broke. Two weeks later he had symptoms. He got the vaccine and that was that no symptoms were present. This year in March I got the news I am hpv negative.i was so happy. But two weeks later in April he got symptoms again. He got the vaccine again with no good results. He still has it. Allin the month of April he found out he has hpv, high blood pressure, a clot in his artery, a bad disc in lower back andhe needs knee sugery. So this year hasnt been so great for him. I dont know how yo help because I feel guilty that ive done yo him. He doesnt blame but i blame myself. I wouldnt feel so terrible if attempted to make himself better but he doesnt. He smoke two packs of cigarettes he doesnt eat and take his medicine without eating something. I cant take this feeling. If something happens to him idk what ill do. He is the love of my life and made him feel worthless because hpv. He doesnt say it was me but common he slept with me and I destroyed him. He was fine before me and I cant believe I did this to him. All because I didnt know I was going to give it to him. I want to be strong for him but I dont have the strength. How can I? I want to just give up and cry until its gone buy I know crying is not going to make it go away. He is in alot of pain in all because of me.
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Hello Mila,I will do my best to help keep it running i have alot to catch up on my computer was down & dealing with health but i will not let anyone down if u would like to help me keep it going i would appreciate it yes Maria did an Awesome job i was helping her.(((Blessings)))Luv,Angel