Hi everyone my name is Sarah. I am so confused with what to do with life. Should I live or die? Cant decided. Had the cops over here on Wed. Thanks to someone calling on me being suicidal online. But the way I see it im going no where in life. No future no nothing but just bad things headed my way. My parents are always mad at me. I cant seem to do anything right. If they kick me out I feel like I really have no where to go. I gave up on school because of my learning disability, anxiety disorders, and depression. I dont work much so I dont have a lot of money. Im trying to work more to get more money so maybe my parents can stop complaining about me and saying im sucking money away from them. But that would mean getting a different job. Sometimes I cut myself to make myself feel better but I dont cut deep and I dont cut to often. Sometimes I get chest pain and have a little bit of a hard time breathing. I dont tell my parents about that. They dont care. I just feel like maybe it is not worth being around so I can stop being a burden and make everyone happy. So I dont know what to do.
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