I GOT AWAY FROM 1 ABUSER AFTER 22 YEARS , SO FINISHED LAST YEAR THE OTHER ABUSER IS MY FATHER WHO BATTERED MY MUM ,THEN ME BUT HE DIDNT ABUSE ME LIKE A FATHER BEING OVER BEARING AND NASTY BUT LIKE A MAN HITS A WOMAN,,OR A MAN ,,HE KEPT ATTACKING ME IN BED ,,WHENEVER I WAS LEAST EXPECTING IT ,BUT HE KEPT PEEPING THROUGH CRACKS OF DOORS ,,THAT DONE IT ,AND I HIT HIM BUT NOW IF HE ,X,ANYGUY TRIES TO PUT ME DOWN ,,I BECOME VERY AGRESSIVE TO THEM ,,ITS ONLY MEN BUT I WILL BECOME SO OUT OF CONTROL I WILL BE THE ONE WHO GETS VIOLENT ,,,HAS ANYBODY ELSE HAD THESE FEELING OR ANGER TO MEN THAT TRY TO PUT YOU DOWN,I AM SCARED AT MY REACTION AND WILL CRY AS I CANTSTAN SHOUTING,OR FIGHTS ,,,ITS ONY MEN ,WOMEN CAN BE SO SPITEFUL BUT I NEVER GET PHYSICALLY AGGESSIVE TO THEM,,DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND THIS? SARAXX
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