I am soooo tired of the rollercoaster and feeling great one day only to crash the next. My ex and I have been separated for six months but he virtually moved two blocks away, close enough that my 6 and 8 year old can walk back and forth. I see him almost every day for sports and activities and although most of the time I can tolerate it and it doesn't affect me, there are those times..... his OW (who used to be my best friend) doesn't live far from me either but I do my best to stay clear of her. Unfortunately, I had to pass her car today on my way to work. I hate that that small event puts me in such a bad place. I must admit that I did a rude gesture and called her a sl__ , but that is little solace for her part in breaking up my marriage and family. Anyone have any ideas how to control the highs and lows?
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