I have been a crying begging pathetic heap. Just found out my not seperated not in the process of filing for divorce any thing of that sort. Just gone and has not once been back I an rambling a group of my good friends got together to tel me because I don't even leave my house well almost at all that my husband is actively out in the open dating. It seems he has lead the people we know or more likely only he knows that we are already divorced or at least that it will be final very soon. News to me hasn't even made the initiative to even ASK "ME" for a divorce. I am so hurt and angry if feel publicly humiliated so yeah I am Mad as Hell. I would tell anyone in this state of events, you should be Mad! But the sheer sadness shock depression and frankly the assasination of your life as you knew it a decision made unilateraly and not by me. Ok so why do I feel so guilty about a pretty approprate in my opinion no justified normal emotional response? There is justified anger isn't there? Not destructive or self-indulgent vindictiveness. Just plain flat out mad and hurt and completely unable to make sense of all or any of this.
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