to let us know everything going on with our stbxes? My very dear friend's sister was on facebook and saw all his pictures posted and what he was up to now. There were tons of pictures of him with her. I would think by now (almost a year) that I would be over him, but obviously I am not. He is off having a great time and I am holding the bag of responsibility. I don't know why I am jealous because isn't this where I am supposed to be at this point in my life with young kids? I just feel so replaced like I never existed for 27 years. I hate this feeling. When will it ever go away?
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