I am waiting on the final nail in the coffin. THE PAPERS & THE CHILD SUPPORT LETTER. Then lower me down and start chunking the dirt on top of me. It's a wrap. It's done or is it? Last night I dreamed we were together and I'm like, "Am I going nuts? I have been seperated now approaching 5 yrs, she has a new man, even bringing this guy to MY church, we don't communicate AT ALL, except when extremely neccesary. I don,t have a girlfriend, I would like one but I think I still love my ex. Why can't I just let this go fully? I dont want to admit it but I will always love her for being my wife of twenty plus yrs and the mother of my kids, I wish we could be freinds but that's out. Somebody talk to me!!!
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