Why do I get so sad, cry, and get mad? Why can't I get it through my head that he is rotten? I've written and complained here before about this and guess I need a talking to AGAIN . I know I don't want him back especially knowing how he is but, why do I get so jealous of him being with another? Why does it bother me that he threw me away and replaced me? My neighbor is helping me get health insurance, as the ass dropped me from his policy, and he is not saying anything to me but sees what games the ex is playing with papers he needed to fill out. At least it was not my imagination! I swear I think the ex wants me to think I'm nuts - damn him!
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