It was my husband who always told me,i hate liar,s and i don,t like people who would walk away from there marriage especally if their partner is ill! what a bloody hypocrite!we met over 25+years he knew from the get go that i had alot of health issues,i asked him right up until the day of our wedding do you really wanna marry me with all my physical health issues?,he told me yes and i will always look after you,WHAT A JOKE! he told me 6wk,s before christmas that he had been e-mailing some old dog for just under a year and he dropped the bombshell that he was moving out and she was going to come over to live with him,when i asked why? he told me,"you don,t give me any affection and we,re more like brother and sister,and you don,t give me much sex!"this man i thought i knew took all my hopes my dream,s and my heart and smashed them to bit,s in a minute,he tore every single bit of heart and just threw it all away in one bloody sentence,but he wasen,t bothered,well the day he left me i thought i would never ever smile or even bother trying to live again,afterall this man had lived with me and been my husband for 25+ years [i have cancer and i am also disabled] well i got used to being just by myself with my son [who,s always out or upstair,s on his computer!! but i made new friends and for once i realised there,s more to life than him,so i filed for divorce and at the same time i found out he,d lost his job, but i was starting to enjoy life again, he sent me a text message to me asking if i was ok?? and i told him well what do you think? he then told me him and his whore weren,t getting on and he wanted to get rid of her,i told him that i had started divorce proceedings against him and i was sorry he,d lost his job,he then told me he still loved me! well that sent my emotion,s all over the place,but i told him i was still going ahead with the divorce as i could never trust him after what he,d done,i also asked where his whore was sleeping,he told me, with me i,m trying to be nice until she leave,s and i,d like to talk to you about the mind games you,re polaying as i don,t need you doing this to me! what the hell have i done! am i wrong or missing something here?he was the one who planned all this,he was the one who left me for some skanky whore and when i told him i didn,t want to get back with him,he started playing with my freaking head and he accused me off playing games, why can,t he just grow up admit it is over,why does he feel the need to accuse me of playing game,s when it,s him?
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