My pondlife husband walked out on me 2wk,s before christmas to say he broke my heart is a big understatement!! he told me not to contact him unless it was through my solicitor,then friday evening he send,s a voicemail message to our son,telling him that his whore is moving out in two week,s,we laughed because pondlife has made every excuse possible not to meet our son,now all of a sudden he wants to meet our son for a drink!! cal [our son] has told me,he can "wait til i,m ready" cuz he,s messed callum about for too long and i don,t blame cal for making his dad wait,to cut a long story short this man has messed up our family cuz he couldn,t get sex on tap [i am disabled and also have cancer!] he said i used my cancer and my other health problem,s as an excuse for not having sex,i couldn,t believe the crap he came out with,he also knew when he married me that i had multiple health problem,s ,also when i had to have my bladder removed,he saw the wound and the look on his face was utter disgust,i felt very self concious and when you have a bag attached to you it,s hard to feel sexy,then he told me mid november that he,d been e-mailing someone for almost a year,so he moved out into his own flat,after telling me i just need space by myself,then he finally admitted he had made arrangements for her to come over! well we,ve just found out that now she,s going home he suddenly start,s asking how i am! i told callum to tell his dad i intend going ahead with the divorce and i am very diasppointed that he would stoop this low, then expect me to take him back! yep apparently he,s realised his mistake and now he wants me to go out with him,and maybe get back with me!NO WAY WOULD I EVER HAVE HIM BACK!that bastard has made my life hell messing about with my emotion,s telling me he didn,t know if he loved me but he wasen,t in love with me! now that his whore is leaving he seem,s to think we can be friends??? i don,t bloody think so! i have tried to be friends with him and all he has done is bad mouthed me and god only knows what he,s been saying to his mate,s but it,s too late he has controlled me for almost 23yrs and i never realised how much he was controlling me,calling me names etc,now i have got used to being by myself and he can sod off! i,d rather be by myself for life than have him back hell no! anyway for all i know she could have gone to bed with 100 men! and if he thought i,d ever take him back wrong! my question is why now? does he really think i would welcome him with open arm,s? i,ve really had enough of him in fact it has taken this to make me see that i don,t love him and haven,t done for quite some time why would i take him back> i just used him as a security blanket not anymore!
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