There are some friends (my H's friends growing up) that I believe care about both my H and I. Well, it seems they feel like I need give up everything...job, house, w/d my kid from school, my supports, my son's supports,... and move hours away to live with my H. They believe that would "fix" everything! I actually offered to do that when I first found out about the OW and he told the counselor and I that I was desparate. He has told me that he has no feelings with me, doesn't enjoy being around me, and doesn't give a shit about how my day is (that is why he doesn't ask me about my day.) How could I possibly give things up and risk losing everything to do this? Am I crazy? I think if I would get any kind of positive feedback, I would jump at it because unfortunately I still love him, but I also hate him for finding another that makes him feel ok with abandoning his marriage and family. Yes, he gets our son every other weekend, but that is it. I hate this rollercoaster ride! I hate this sadness and depression! I hate this hurt! I just want it all to STOP!
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