Feeling odd today, I'm trying to accept it's over and that he doesn't love me. He called twice today because he had to pick some stuff up at the house. We have a wedding to go to tomorrow which I am only going to the church, can't handle the reception with him and pretending we're a couple. I think he's disappointed that I'm not going but I told him last week that I could only go if we were a couple. Meanwhile he's planning his new life and a new move with her. Sometimes it's like he cares or is trying to be my friend and maybe I just read more into it than there is. As I've done for a long time now, I see what I want to see even though the truth is smacking me in the face. What's everyone doing tonight?
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