I keep wondering why I can't stop feeling the loneliness. I have followed this group since November when my X left me the day before Thanksgiving for something wonderful. I don't often comment or post but I sign on every day to follow what others who have shared similar experiences have to say. It has been very helpful. It gives me hope to hear the sucess stories and how so many have found happiness. My divorce was final the beginning of February and he left me most everything because "he doesn't want to bring the old life into the new one". That includes the children. My 13 year old daughter has seen him a grand total of 4 1/2 hours since Christmas. I guess since I was left to clean everything up it feels at times like I was ....left to clean everything up. I don't have any joy right now and really hope that soon I will feel some spark of it again. Believe me, I am so grateful for the things I have, my children, the new life that is beckoning to me.... I just wish I could find that dang spark.
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