This post follows onestep's. Yesterday the realtor came over and we spend 3 hours staging the house. Its so weird. Looks like a model home-yuck. 19 years soon to be over. Back in April we had a BBQ here and after everyone was gone my stbx told me (we were still together then and she was pretending to be my wife) that everything that was cool at the house, the stuff folks were gushing about, we things I did. Of course, I did everything outside of the house but it made me feel good. Today I picked up my daughter at the stbx's apartment and I hate doing that. She lives in a small 2 bedroom apartment and I can't figure out why she prefers that over this beautiful house. I'm feeling like crap while she's happy in her apartment. I don't know what she does to pass the time there but whatever. I never in my wildest dreams ever think I'd be where I am today. The thing that gets to me is the roller coaster of emotions. I felt really good on Friday but yesterday really set me back. I'm so upset that my daughter will grow up in this awful 2 house situation. My stbx is so selfish I can't believe it. I think I need to go back and read some of my old posts so I can get mad at her again!
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