I have now yet again been admitted to hospital,as my bloodwork is all over the place [wonder why!] i am also very anemic so i am yet again needing a blood transfusion,i sent a message to my son to let him know that i am in yet again but hopefully will be out tomorrow,all going well my iron levels are ok,i had to let him know where i was and i asked him to bring some item,s up such as facecloth etc,callum,s dad asked him if he,d like to go for a drink with him tonight? so natuarally cal said no thanks mum,s in hospital,well apparently my soon to be ex turned and rang callum and asked what was wrong,cal again told his dad,mum,s anemic and isn,t too great,then my soon to be ex told cal,what the hell is your mum playing at wanting bloody sympathy again is she! i can,t help having cancer! i didn,t ask to have this disease! and the last thing i want is bloody sympathy! this from a man who used to tell me to go into hospital when he knew i wasen,t well! now he,s being bloody nasty about me,i,m not the one who walked out i,m not the one who tricked my partner into believing that i just needed time to myself to decide what i wanted,then bring my whore over within two minute,s of my bloody wife/partner leaving for a supposed rest!he is the one who is a gutless pig, my dad always told us,if you have a problem with someone then don,t talk about them behind there back,s,tell them to their faces so they know where they stand! never be afraid to speak your mind,and i have always done just that,so why is he treating me like this? what have i done so wrong? he,s no longer my next of kin so whats his problem? if my son had come home from work and i wasen,t here he,d want to know where i was? also if i wasen,t here he would worry,what the hell is my ex,s problem? what have i done wrong!
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