Not that I'm looking - well I do check men out I'm not dead. I find myself very unattracted to men my age (all I can think about is old balls). I'm scared because I have never been with anyone other than STBX. He at least knew all my imperfections (most of them acquired during childbirth). I am very lonely but also don't know how I will be able to trust someone again. I trusted my STBX and he crushed that trust. Now I know that all men are different but how to you put yourself out there again when you have been through something like this.
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