I responded to the post "Would I do it again?" I responded and just began to sob. I guess it is just that I so much miss what we were and I have just pushed those thoughts away because they hurt so bad. Maybe some of it is because my son is going with his father this weekend, but I just have this ache in my heart and I am missing everything sooo much! I think to some degree, I have just put up a wall to memories. I don't really want that wall because they are the best times I have ever had and I loved him so much. Will I ever be able to think of my memories without pain?
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