I am having a hard time dealing with my situation. Unlike Mdawn and Chrissy, my stbx is not vindicative or mean. He is so super nice and conforming to pretty much anything that I want. Of course, we haven't gone the attorney route yet which will probably change things. For me, I think this is harder for me to heal from because he is that way. I remember how he once was and I miss that terribly. I think sometimes the anger we feel propels us further. I wish I could get there because I just seem to be hurting so bad lately. I thought I would be further along by now, and I seem to be taking steps backwards.
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