Just when you think you are making some progress in moving forward after 20 years together - the roller coaster seems to keep grabbing you and sucking you on for the ride. I've come to terms that it is done - I'm trying to move on then I get a day like today - where the responsibility of the house, career, and teens just get overhwelming - I need help around here financially things are tough - but no one seems to be listening - I'm so tired tonight - and it would appear I've given into a big old pity party here by myself with the two dogs - the kids have gone out and they haven't been at all supportive this week - after talking to their dad last weekend and him telling how much he was there for them before he left and a couple of calls to them - I've been the bad guy this week - just tired of it I guess. have to excuse me for the down post - but just have to get this off of my chest before it eats me up tonight.
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