H came by yesterday and we got along very well. I woke up before 3 am this morning and finally emailed him around 4am. He didn't call today. Have people here working on the house, including my dad. H is currently living w/ "her" while he is working on a house he's renting. So H called our son and was picking him up to get some appliances and bring him to the new house. She's been there, I haven't. He talked yesterday of us being together. I've told him how I feel about him being there w/ her. He didn't call me, just our son and didn't come in the house. I called right after he left and asked if he didn't come in because of me. He said no, not at all. I think it was because my dad was here. Neither are ready to face each other. He doesn't know how long he'll be. If my dad is still here I doubt he'll come in. At first he said he wasn't sure he got my email and then said yes he did. I know he did and I know he read it at 8:21 this morning. So why didn't he call? What does this all mean? He told me the other day he wasn't playing games. Does he even realize he is? It just hurts so bad. I want to ask him when he drops off our son-why are you there? what are your intentions?
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