Yesterday I talked to him, our oldest daughter and granddaughter and coming to town next week and I wanted to iron out the plans, anyway, he slipped and told me he loved me...I was shocked and he immediately said I am sorry I shouldnt have said that, then said, but I do and always will....So this morning he called me at 7:15 and ask when I had to be at work, I was on my way and told him so, he wanted to have coffee, he was near by...He said it didnt mean anything, dont read anything into it, he had just wanted to sit and talk, he had a rough week...I told him I have had a rough few months, so I was having a hard time feeling bad for him. I started thinking about it and thought that maybe it would be good to meet before they come into town, get the awkwardness out of the way so she wouldnt feel it, I called him back and told him that and said we could meet early next week, he said, I dont know, I am pretty busy, we will just have to see.....Why would he do that? I felt like someone had knocked the wind out of me....2 steps forward and 5 steps back
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