I am having a very bad time tonight. I'm crying and feeling like I have no control over my life. I may have to move for my job to a city I don't like or worse, be laid off. I am worried about my future - I have not worked anywhere long enough to get a pension. I miss my husband and am lonely. My life feels totally out of my control. I am so sad and lonely and I just want things to be the way they used to be. Why does my stbx hate me???? Many of you have said that your husbands are nice to you at least occasionally. After he announced he wanted a divorce, mine has never been nice to me. I think I am a nice person and I don't know why I am being treated like this. I used to be happy and now I cry a lot. I'm in this house all alone and I am just so lonely. I called my mom but she drinks a lot and she sounded as if she had been drinking while we were talking for the few minutes that we spoke. She then hung up on me. Almost all the sane people that I knew were part of his family and they don't want anything to do with me.
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