Well after much advice and warning I called him. Yesterday I was so down and misreable I called my STBX and told him I could not live without him. His response was cold. I know he is in love with someone else now. But I fell I need him in my life to be happy. My son is scared of how I am these days he feels he is going to come home to find me died. I love my son so much I would never hurt him. Somedays I just feel I can't go on. I try to tell myself I am giving this up to God, it just does not work. My mind keeps racing and thinking of him with her. Why is this so hard? I really feel I can't live without him. Why?
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