I still live with my STBX. He told me this evening that he will be disconnecting me from my e-mail access since he pays for all of it. He also will be shutting off my cellphone. He makes alot of money while I work part time. He has cut me off from all his income and I am barely surviving. I can't move because I have no money.Because he pays all the houshold bills and I do make some money I can't get emergency support. He is doing everything he can to make my life miserable and tonight I lost it. I have tried so hard to not let him see me cry and be in pain but I just can't take it anymore. I can't believe I have to live here with him. He is so smug and acting so high and mighty because he has all the money and can go anywhere he wants and do whatever he wants. I am just sitting here crying while I type. I am going to start changing everything over to a free e-mail site but I wll need to go elsewhere to go on line. We still have dial up and he is shutting off my phone line. I have job applications everywhere using my address along with my cell phone #. He is an ASS. How can someone you were married to for so long be so cruel.. I am not sure how often I will be able to check my mail from now on. Thanks for listening
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