So I was tooling along - getting a divorce - moving - dealing with kid's issues and things seemed to be going ok. Then in the last three weeks or so - I just took 20 steps backward. The good news is that I saw a therapist for the first time post-divorce last week. The other good news is that I'm not crazy or depressive - when you lose a marriage - a business - and a child all in the course of six months - sliding back is not crazy. So - with luck, things will start to pick up again. I am not sad - just don't want to go out in the world - don't trust anyone including my older son and frankly don't think I ever want to go out in the world again. I am sure this will improve but right now - it stinks. So encourage me to get out and do things - ok? I have to keep moving!!!!
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