Hi friends. I just got off the phone with my stbx. I guess the woman he was seeing (not the one he left me for) and him broke up. This is the third time he has called in a week. It's nice talking with him and we are able to be amicable towards each other. I think he regrets what he has done and today he told me he wishes he had listened to our priest instead of listening to himself (I guess he went to talk with him about his affair and our priest told him he needed to stop, but he didn't). I like talking with him about our kids, how our families are doing (he has moved across the country), but then I get off the phone and cry because I wish none of this had happened. I know I can never go back; I have come too far and I could never trust him again. It just hurts! I think I could have survived a one night thing (a mistake), but not a three year affair, especially they way they carried on and acted so nasty. Our divorce will be final early Sept. Is it normal for me to feel this way? Thanks for letting me get this out!
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