I've been trying real hard to keep it together and now I'm crying and falling apart. I just need to vent! I did so many things yesterday and felt real good. Then last night came and the ex came here to paint at his mom's house across the street. The kids weren't home yet so I asked him if he wanted to stay and eat dinner with us as they will be home soon. He said no and that's when I lost it! I called him and the OW jerks - him for sticking his dick somewhere else and her for opening her legs. I know I should just let it go but it hurts so much that he has replaced me and loves another. I got to get out today even if I put my dog in the car and drive to look at the boats in the water.
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