I don't expect any answers here but I just wanted to express how hard it is to lose your soulmate. I so miss our communication and heart connection. I feel like I will always be alone in my heart. It is juust so hard like a part of me is missing. Being with friends does not nearly cut it. Yes I can survive this but I will never like it. I hear all the stuff about finding yourself but I know myself. I want my relationship back with my husband and that will never happen. Just wanted to put that out there.
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