I feel so broken up inside. Shattered--theres sharp pieces of glass, hurting me. I get strong, and then I hit another legal milestone, and the pain comes back-again. We have agreed to a property settlement. The Lawyer will write it up. He gets his money and walks away. Leaving me with what? lost dreams and hopes. Lost marriage, lost self. And where do you turn to lay the burden down? To the same people that you've been turning to for the last year--they get tired of it, it's not fair to them. Sorry, I'm broken today and having one heck of a pitty party.
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