Hi! I have not always been big, but I was never happy until Igained my weight. When I was in high school, I weighed 115lbs and I was miserable and ugly. Then I went to live with my father and packed on the pounds. Each time the number sneaked higher, the curvier I got and the more I fell in love with my body. I topped out at 220lbs and I loved myself and my body in a way that was almost surreal. Then when I returned, my boyfriend changed everything. I have since battled body image, what I like versus what media tells me I should look like, having boyfriends dump me for my weight (which isn't even all that much!) I am getting so confused! Iam healthier than I have ever been, I have a strong heart and lung system Iam more alert and I am about to kill something! I LOVE the way I look, with my curves and my butt, but it's hard to ignore the people around me when they say mean and hurtful things to me. Help?? What do I do to save my sanity??
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