Hi Everyone. I am new to this group and I first want to say Hello :) I am starting to get my life together the way I want it to be and the priority on my list is to be my healthy again. I want to feel good about myself because I know that will give me the boost I need to feel good in other parts of my life. I have a hard time staying on track and not falling off. I joined a gym that I can go and work out at but I seem to not be going. I want to go but I don\'t want to go. I don\'t want to work out in front of others. I know it shouldn\'t be a huge deal, but I don\'t want them looking at me thinking, my god she is huge. When I do go all I think about is when do I get to be done, I want to go. People say that the first 2 months are the hardest and then it becomes a part of your daily routine. How do you stay on track?
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