Ok, so I broke my own rule about not getting on the scales, and I knew better, after having been sick for almost a week, I knew not to get on the scales. I woke my husband up and made him go get me the scales so I could weigh, because I thought I had been doing so good... and for what? I've not lost any weight at all! I stepped on the scales, and they were exactly in the same spot as they were before they were hid on me, almost 3 weeks ago! I've tried so hard, I've stuck to my plan, I've ever started walking, and for what? NOTHING! My brother has always told me not to freak out, if I wasn't losing weight, I was probably losing inches, and well... nope not there either. I'm completely devastated and ready to just give up at this point. I weigh 331 pounds... OMG just seeing that number makes me sick. I've done everything I know to do. What am I doing wrong? Why is it so hard for me to lose the weight this time? The first time I went on my diet plan and lost 178lbs, I weighed 368lbs when I started my diet... and I lost all that in a years time. Here I am working my butt off, and now I can't lose any at all. I know, I know.. I should be happy that its not a gain, but I just can't be happy when the scales haven't tipped at all, and I've worked my butt off for it to. What have I done wrong? Someone, please tell me what I've done wrong. I'm ready to give up and walk away from all of this. I have many reasons for being on this diet... I'm tired of the way I look and feel... I'm tired of not being able to do what I want because of my weight... my husband and I are trying to concieve, and we are going on vacation in June with some friends, and I didn't want to go to the beach and look like a beached whale... God my heart is breaking here... I'm such a failure!
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