Well I am SOO EFFEN DISGUSTED....I am so tired of going into my closet and seeing all of my clothes I used to fit into just last year (8's n 10's) at this time. I have noticed that since our fam has experienced all the turmoil (murders) and events I have just lost total motivation for everything but mostly my appearance. I am living in sweatz!! Yuck!! I am currently a snug 12. And I am finding I am so mad at myself I am hating the WORLD!! So I am snapping and being bitchy with everyone! =( Its soo not me! I would like to lose 20lbs first, by Feb 2008 and be resonable with my goal set and lose it in moderation just to see if I can stick to my commitment to change my lifestyle and eating habits. Then ofcourse the other 35lb within 3 more months May 2008. I am going to be moving on Nov 15 2007 and will have access to weights a personal treadmill and I have tons of weightloss DVDs such as Pilates and the mattes, etc. But I need advice on how to take a realistic approach to getting started. I am the QUEEN of all PROCRASINATORS! However, I am SOO tired of hearing my family say..."WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO YOU!! U've gained so much weight!" I mean I know we are going thru it...But I agree with them...I am so uncomfortable and irritable ALL THE FUCKING TIME!! And everything about my body as changed...Please HELP!! Any tips or natural supplements to get me started would be so GREATLY APPRECIATED! Thank you for listening ~ Christina =)
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