I suffer from depression and bipolar disorder along with a whole lot of other stupid medical shit that seems to get me down somehow. Either physically or mentally and emotionally. I'm only about 5 foot 1 and am pushing 145/150....This is the heaviest I've ever been. In HS I was a size 5. I'm not even 30, I want to get married and have a baby within the next few years. Which is a lot to ask to want to do and also lose weight but my future rides on the condition of my weight! I have absolutely NO desire to work out! How do I obtain that??? YES! I'm unhappy with my body, I HATE looking and feeling like this. It just makes my back hurt more! My boyfriend in his own way is the most un-motivating man ever! He never has had nor will he have problems with his weight. He'll always be able to eat whatever and still be slim. I on the other hand need to eat healthy and work out on a regular basis....I know that! But I need motivation and positive words of encouragement from someone! I can't get him to help me out with anything in my life it seems and the more I think about this stuff the more it scares me that I'm in something I shouldn't be in. But that's a whole other topic. Back to the subject at hand I guess I'm just looking for some people to talk to about weight loss and exercise and healthy eating. I know I can lose it fast if I just get back into the swing of things! I just need a push...... If anyone's in the Denver area and would be willing to help out please let me know! Thanks a bunch!
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