I am at the point of giving up. Nothing ever works, I cant keep to any plan and I have no support. I hate doing things on my own and have no one to do anything with. Cant afford equipment, bored with everything. I am giving up. It makes me so frustrated that I am always hungry even when I try and eat healthy I still feel deprived even though I am full. I will never be thin again so I should just give up now. Stop all the crying and the frustration. I just cant do it anymore. I will never be thin again, none of my clothes fit, I dont even own a pair of jeans. I have no motivation, not even to walk my beautiful dog.I cant do anything anymore, what is wrong with me. My husband doesnt care, and his mother thinks shes fat, when she is a twig. I know people with eating disorders have a problem but im sorry it pisses me off, when I use to be thin. I cant figure it out, I never changed anything I ate from the ages of 16-21 i always ate the same foods and the same amounts so why did I get fat???????WHY??????? I dont want to be 50lbs overweight , but it will never go away!!! There I go again, crying from frustration. I CANT DO THIS!! I have no money to do anything to help. And I can;t stick to anything.................. I am falling apart.Sorry to all of you reading this, thought I would feel better if I wrote what I was feeling, I was wrong................Im hungry....
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